I was going to write this in the relative privacy of a real paper-and-pen journal, but I can't find a fucking pen within reach of my bed (which I feel is really an embarrassing oversight on my part). Anyways, here it is:

Dear -----,

For a minute tonight, I stumbled upon a sincere desire that you will learn how to be happy in that all-the-way-through kind of way. In that way that makes you steady and regal, and not at all skittish. And, ironically I guess, that desire gives me hope for me and my okay-ness.

Though, whoever knows how it's going to turn out for any of us.

Jon

Black Little Rain Cloud

I've got some solid pictures collected and I'll start writing about them soon, I think. I've not been feeling very well lately and it's been hard to get the creative juices flowing.

Hm, here's an idea:
If you follow this thing with any regularity, post a comment about what you do to get momentum after a long (hopefully restful!) downtime.

*sigh*

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